Welcome to my disaster

So this is my new home. I haven’t quite got it all figured out yet, but I’m working on it. Piece by piece, bit by bit, fuck-up by fuck-up. The look isn’t permanent. That I’m working on too. And I’m not used to this whole “blog” thing. I killed my old one and that was willingly. So it’ll take a bit but I’ve missed having a home.

As it says above, welcome to my disaster.

How do you feel?
How do you hate?
How do you wake up
With the smile that’s on your face?
Out on the moon
If I was an astronaut
Could I get back to you?
I’m out of my head
I’m out of excuses so I’m
Staring at the bed
It’s you, it’s you

I hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know
How I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I’d sell my soul)
And you don’t know
How I feel

Losing my heart
Losing my pride
I’d burn our initials in the sun
If it would shine
I need a fresh start
I was in heaven
Until this world fell apart

Out on the run
Out on this empty space
Since all of this begun

I tried, I tried

I hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know
How I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I’d sell my soul)
And you don’t know
How I feel

Hold on, hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know
How I feel
And nothing seems to heal
And nothing seems to work
And nothing is as beautiful
I’m old enough
To take all the blame
For all the mistakes
All the games and all the faces
I’m bleeding by myself
And I’m okay

Hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know
How I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I’d sell my soul)
And you don’t know
How I feel
Hold on, I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know
How I feel

I hold on
(I can’t let go)
And you don’t know
How I feel

~ “Sell My Soul” Our Lady Peace

3 Comments

  • Keiran

    July 3, 2006 at 10:02 pm

    Yay new blog!! :-* I like it so far.

  • Emily

    July 4, 2006 at 6:25 pm

    Yay because of you :-* Thank you. I do too. I even like the header even though I didn’t make it :[

  • Keiran

    July 5, 2006 at 9:43 am

    Pfft. I just hit an install button at my host – they put it up. And the header is very cool. I like it a lot, no matter who made it, it’s good. It fits.

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