Just another Thursday

I lay quiet
Waiting for her voice to say
“Some things you lose,
and some things you just give away”

I accidentally bought a caffeine-free diet Pepsi today.  Which… once I’d realised it, I was rather disappointed.  I don’t like the new bottles and logos.  They confuse me when I’m in a hurry.

Last week was a lil rough around the edges.  We’re extremely short-staffed at work right now – down to the point where we’re operating at almost 50% capacity with a 50% increase in work load.  Which basically translates to my covering nearly everything outside of two specialties.  Which has lead to an increase in stress-level… about 10-fold.

Needless to say… I’ve been a little short-tempered and a little out-of-control in my binge eating.  I know I should work on getting back on track, but I know that I cannot handle that right now with everything else.  So I’m trying to just take it one day at a time and keep it (mostly) together.

Last week… one of the low-points was my own dumb luck. It had been a rough day to start with.  And on the way home I stumbled down the last two steps of the subway stairs.  Wrenched my shoulder, whacked my arm off the floor, but didn’t hit the ground.  Good, right?  Sure.  Except when I got to the other subway station, I was on my way up the stairs when I got shoved from behind.  Landing face first on the stairs.  Lovely.  I’m still debating on whether I need to go get my arm checked out – the joints in my one wrist are all crackly.  I know I should get it looked at, and I’m really just being stubborn about it, but I really really don’t want a cast before Vancouver.

Keiran and I’s trip to BC is coming up.  And we’ve got a plan now!  There’s still details to be worked out, but we’ve got a plan!

I’m in the mood to do some shopping.  I’m wanting to buy all these expensive toys… I’d like a new camera.  I want a Wii.  And games to go with the Wii.  The camera… that’s going to be something I have to look into.  The wii… will wait.

Watch me lose her
It’s almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else

Jake wanted to add something as well

*  from Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill

One thought on “Just another Thursday”

  1. Were you disappointed in the diet part, or the caffeine-free part? But, yeah, they do all look way too much alike now. It’s grrrr-making.

    Do you know how long P’ll be out of work with the maybe-piggy flu? That’ll help when he’s back, yes? I mean, not tonnes, but it’ll help some? *Snuggles*

    I want you to get it looked at, because I don’t want it to get worse or you to be in lots of pain in Van. But, I understand the not wanting a cast while there bit. :-/

    YAY! Plans!!!! :D Hee! And we have hotels to sleep in! *giggles*

    I’m in the mood to shop still too. The insane & irrational parts of me want to buy more cameras. :-$ I mean, I do want to replace my lil point & click eventually… get something with a better optical zoom, and maybe a little smaller so I can keep it in my purse 24/7 for the surprise times I need a cam. I also want to buy a little water proof one. To have something to play with in the ocean. But yes, I know how insane that is. ha. :-$ I was even looking at those little Flip camcorders, because I’ve seen waterproof casings for them. :-$ Yes, I am insane. But.. it ties into that depression running rampant thing. Since I’m trying hard not to allow myself to overeat – I want to binge-spend. Which isn’t good either. And I’m still sorry I created camera envy! :-$

    HI KITTY!!! <333

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