Just another Thursday

I lay quiet
Waiting for her voice to say
“Some things you lose,
and some things you just give away”
*

I accidentally bought a caffeine-free diet Pepsi today.  Which… once I’d realised it, I was rather disappointed.  I don’t like the new bottles and logos.  They confuse me when I’m in a hurry.

Last week was a lil rough around the edges.  We’re extremely short-staffed at work right now – down to the point where we’re operating at almost 50% capacity with a 50% increase in work load.  Which basically translates to my covering nearly everything outside of two specialties.  Which has lead to an increase in stress-level… about 10-fold.

Needless to say… I’ve been a little short-tempered and a little out-of-control in my binge eating.  I know I should work on getting back on track, but I know that I cannot handle that right now with everything else.  So I’m trying to just take it one day at a time and keep it (mostly) together.

Last week… one of the low-points was my own dumb luck. It had been a rough day to start with.  And on the way home I stumbled down the last two steps of the subway stairs.  Wrenched my shoulder, whacked my arm off the floor, but didn’t hit the ground.  Good, right?  Sure.  Except when I got to the other subway station, I was on my way up the stairs when I got shoved from behind.  Landing face first on the stairs.  Lovely.  I’m still debating on whether I need to go get my arm checked out – the joints in my one wrist are all crackly.  I know I should get it looked at, and I’m really just being stubborn about it, but I really really don’t want a cast before Vancouver.

Keiran and I’s trip to BC is coming up.  And we’ve got a plan now!  There’s still details to be worked out, but we’ve got a plan!

I’m in the mood to do some shopping.  I’m wanting to buy all these expensive toys… I’d like a new camera.  I want a Wii.  And games to go with the Wii.  The camera… that’s going to be something I have to look into.  The wii… will wait.

Watch me lose her
It’s almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else
*

Jake wanted to add something as well
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*  from Strawberry Gashes by Jack Off Jill

One thought on “Just another Thursday”

  1. Were you disappointed in the diet part, or the caffeine-free part? But, yeah, they do all look way too much alike now. It’s grrrr-making.

    Do you know how long P’ll be out of work with the maybe-piggy flu? That’ll help when he’s back, yes? I mean, not tonnes, but it’ll help some? *Snuggles*

    I want you to get it looked at, because I don’t want it to get worse or you to be in lots of pain in Van. But, I understand the not wanting a cast while there bit. :-/

    YAY! Plans!!!! :D Hee! And we have hotels to sleep in! *giggles*

    I’m in the mood to shop still too. The insane & irrational parts of me want to buy more cameras. :-$ I mean, I do want to replace my lil point & click eventually… get something with a better optical zoom, and maybe a little smaller so I can keep it in my purse 24/7 for the surprise times I need a cam. I also want to buy a little water proof one. To have something to play with in the ocean. But yes, I know how insane that is. ha. :-$ I was even looking at those little Flip camcorders, because I’ve seen waterproof casings for them. :-$ Yes, I am insane. But.. it ties into that depression running rampant thing. Since I’m trying hard not to allow myself to overeat – I want to binge-spend. Which isn’t good either. And I’m still sorry I created camera envy! :-$

    HI KITTY!!! <333

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